I wonder.I wonder if guilt rides you forever. This, I will forget. But this... matters so much more than the guilt that lays in my mind from the past. I regret. And regret. I always promised myself I wouldn't. That it achieves nothing and makes you feel worse. As if the act weren't bad enough.
They tell me in a few years my view will change. I can already see it happening and it makes me smile. I can choose between two clear paths and come to a decision based upon what I truly desire. That, I like. But I also know, the more I change, the furtherer apart we become. I look back upon myself, and I feel like a stranger.
Neutral
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To do is to be. - Nietzsche
To be is to do. - Kant
Do be do be do. - Sinatra
If you haven't seen my journal, a quick update. I am moving the remainder of jon.com and any of my future manuscripts to a professional/personal web site where I hope to attract additional readers, an agent and a publisher or two. I would love to put you in my data base so you receive information about new chapters as they are written. If you are interested, would you please respond to me in a NOTE with your:
Name
Address
Email address
Sex
Age
And if you are so inclined, a sentence or two telling why you like my work, which I could use as a testimonial if needed.
I sure would appreciate it. BTW, I'll still be around dA. I'd miss all you guys too much. I've made some valuable friends here, and I hope I can count you among them. Thanks.
Denise
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"I built you a home in my heart, with rotten wood it decayed from the start."
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"I built you a home in my heart, with rotten wood it decayed from the start."
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